I feel confused

I realised the song keep playing in my head but I am unable to understand what the song is actually singing.

Is this because I never put in effort to find out the actual meaning of the song?

What if I found out the meaning, but realised that the song was not meant for me?

Will I be able to forget the song so easily?

I experienced rejection before, but it does not mean I have given up. My heart is still open to opportunites around me. However, I am just feeling cautious. I need guidance.

Thinking too much will not help, I will just do what I can and leave the rest to destiny.

Love can never be forced, it has to come naturally.

I am not in love. I am just thinking about you. I must be having a crush. =(