I must admit that I no longer hate being in sixth form. Yes, I know that it was what I have hated most and nearly want to quit. But I am grateful that I am a bit more patient and asked God for the right choice and now I am slowly getting used to do it. I realise it is less than 10 months before I have to face it. I also realise that after that I no longer can experience school life again. No more uniform. No more 7.20am have to be at school. No more teachers. I have always hated it but I realise that school life is not that bad. It is actually something valuable. What will happen after December 2008, I really have no idea. I do not know whether history will repeat by itself again and I end up being a great failure. Or either I can finally put a full stop to those crap of mine and whatever that is happening. More and more pressure coming in. I really want to do well in STPM. I know if I have not been complaining so much and wasted so much time and missing so many lessons, it will be no worries for me right now. But is not too late, I am catching up. The future is still unknown but whatever we do now will somehow affect it.
What am I crapping here? Nothing to say. I wish I can put up more meaningful thing here to share with you all. *doink*
Friday, March 28, 2008
Friday, March 21, 2008
My First Meme
This is the first time I am doing meme *big wet eyes*. In the past, I have seen many bloggers doing meme. So thanks Calvin for tagging me.
1 Which feature do you zoom in on when you meet a guy for the first time?
Of course his face, his body, his eyes,everything from head to toe. All of them can be done in less than 10 seconds I think?
2. Who is your role model?
I get a new role model everyday. If I saw someone did something which is good, I will remember it and try to follow it.
3. What's the healthiest thing you would eat among sushi, salad and sandwich?
Salad, but must have thousand island!
4. Which movie you can watch again and again?
All gay theme movie, except Brokeback Mountain, King Kong, a lot le, especially drama.
5. Three gadgets that you can't live without?
Handphone(is a must), computer, my ipod nano versi China
6. What is your most annoying habit?
Look dumb when people explain something complex to me, always telling stories to people I knew like a grandpa.
7. What's one thing you're glad you've outgrown?
Having great fear when I sleep every night, light must be turn on, must also hv a cross near me.
8. I get nervous when...
There is an exam, when a lengzai or lenglui approach me. haihz
9. My biggest fear is...
To live a lonely live without love and friends and having no $$$.
10.The best thing I've done for myself is...
Getting a string of A's through out school life.
11. Pass this meme to 5 people.
Chester
Ryan
Jason(the mutant guy)
Daniel Henry
Pluboy
1 Which feature do you zoom in on when you meet a guy for the first time?
Of course his face, his body, his eyes,everything from head to toe. All of them can be done in less than 10 seconds I think?
2. Who is your role model?
I get a new role model everyday. If I saw someone did something which is good, I will remember it and try to follow it.
3. What's the healthiest thing you would eat among sushi, salad and sandwich?
Salad, but must have thousand island!
4. Which movie you can watch again and again?
All gay theme movie, except Brokeback Mountain, King Kong, a lot le, especially drama.
5. Three gadgets that you can't live without?
Handphone(is a must), computer, my ipod nano versi China
6. What is your most annoying habit?
Look dumb when people explain something complex to me, always telling stories to people I knew like a grandpa.
7. What's one thing you're glad you've outgrown?
Having great fear when I sleep every night, light must be turn on, must also hv a cross near me.
8. I get nervous when...
There is an exam, when a lengzai or lenglui approach me. haihz
9. My biggest fear is...
To live a lonely live without love and friends and having no $$$.
10.The best thing I've done for myself is...
Getting a string of A's through out school life.
11. Pass this meme to 5 people.
Chester
Ryan
Jason(the mutant guy)
Daniel Henry
Pluboy
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Formula 1
There was a Formula 1 competition between school in Sunway Resort Hotel on the 19/03/08. It was an international competition. Students are required to create a model of Formula 1 car. The car is pressure base, using pressure to move. It was invented based on Bernoulli principle. The countries participating are France, UK, South Africa, Malaysia, Singapore, Germany, China and other country which I can't remember. Got lots of caucasian. For more info read here.
If you want to read more, click here.
The track that the car race on
A nice model of those F1 car
Computer showing detail of their creation
Everyone excited to see the race
The race about to begin
That is how the car looks like before it is done
haha, do you notice the koala?
wa, so many of them, Can I have one please?
Good looking French guy explaining his invention
If you want to read more, click here.
Monday, March 17, 2008
VRooommmmm.......
OMG, can you believe it? Can you? I can’t believe it either. My dad just got me a CAR!!!! I never thought of it. It is a red car, with flashy sport rim. The car is really sporty. Guess what car I got? Guess? I give you a hint. It had a yellow logo with a black mustang on it. Guess? What car is that? Haha, can’t guess ?
It is F-e-r-r-a-r-i. No, I am not lying. Is true. Eh, I make a mistake, it is not one car but three. Three Ferrari toy car. Hahahaha. I do not know where he got it, but he gave it to me the other day. I am happy of course. The last time he ever give me something was 10 years back, he gave me a puzzle ball with a lot of number on it. It is the Shell Ferrari car you saw on television. It is a pull back car. However, it has sound. When you pull back, it make a the sound of car engine, like when you pressing the oil pedal, then when you let it go, the sound is like the car going off lor. Haha, do not know how to explain. The sound is like, VRooooommmmmmm..........
My dad won’t get me any car. Next time work only buy yourself ler, better. Dad buy for you, he will give a lot of thought and comment later. I did not upload the pic of the toy car. However, if you go to Shell, you can see it. XD
It is F-e-r-r-a-r-i. No, I am not lying. Is true. Eh, I make a mistake, it is not one car but three. Three Ferrari toy car. Hahahaha. I do not know where he got it, but he gave it to me the other day. I am happy of course. The last time he ever give me something was 10 years back, he gave me a puzzle ball with a lot of number on it. It is the Shell Ferrari car you saw on television. It is a pull back car. However, it has sound. When you pull back, it make a the sound of car engine, like when you pressing the oil pedal, then when you let it go, the sound is like the car going off lor. Haha, do not know how to explain. The sound is like, VRooooommmmmmm..........
My dad won’t get me any car. Next time work only buy yourself ler, better. Dad buy for you, he will give a lot of thought and comment later. I did not upload the pic of the toy car. However, if you go to Shell, you can see it. XD
Lost and Found
After reading Calvin’s post about losing something, I have my own funny tale to share with you all. The moment I found out that I lost something, I feel that my life stops there. My heart stops beating. The next moment I will find my screaming OMG in my head. I will go completely berserk. Find here, find there, and ransack every single thing I see like a mad person. I will become more panic if that thing is urgent and I lost it at that moment. For example, I can’t find my key when I have to go to school in the morning. I knew that the bus will arrive any time. I will flung off my comforter, my pillow and ransack everything on my table. My room instantly looked like it been hit by tsunami. My tidy room turned messy at that very moment. But guess what, I search high and low, search the whole house, search the kitchen, and search every room, in the end I found out that the key is in my pocket with me. So embarrassing ok? What is with all that ransack? Kenny, your key is with you all the while. No, I can’t find it in my pocket at first. It is a normal reaction to search for my key in my pocket because I keep it inside there all the time. Inside my pocket there is my purse. The key actually slip into my purse. I t is a bunch of key and I do not know how it slip into the purse. Poor thing me, searching like a mad person for it.
The other silly tale of mine is losing my spectacle. When I tell others this incident, everyone laugh at me for being so f***ing silly. It goes like this. It happened during form 1. The school bell rang. Everyone is in a hurry to go home. I was in a hurry too. Suddenly, I realise something. Where is my spectacle? I do not wear it all the time because sometime my eyes got tired and I just took it off. I was in a panic. Gosh, where, where, where, where? I search the whole class room. I am so scared. I search my table, in my bag, but still can’t find it. Where? Not even a single person bothers to help me. I was the last one left in class. The monitor wants to lock the door already. I asked her to stop. I told her to give me the key because I needed to search for something I have lost. She asked me what I have lost. I told her I lost my spec. She looked so surprise. She had the looks that said I am fooling her. Then, she said, “Are you trying to play a fool with me? You are wearing your spec all this while. What spec you have lost?”
I touched my temple. OMG, my spec is really there. I was so embarrassed at that moment. She laughed at me. I want to laugh to, but I am feel like *doink*. Like that also can, I am wearing the spec all the time and still looking high and low for it. I guess is because the spec is quite light that is why I can’t feel that I am wearing it.
Another funny incident happened to my mom. She woke us up in the middle of the night. She looks so panic. She told me that she can’t find her handbag. I quickly got up and help her look for it. Both of us look everywhere in the house but still can’t find the handbag. She suspected that she must have left it in Mcdonald because we had supper earlier. I was so scared. I quickly pray that the bag is not lost. However, we still can’t it. No doubt, she must have left it in Mcdonald. We quickly ask dad to wake up, of course he is very angry when we told him about it. He started lecturing about how mom should not have brought along the handbag. So we quickly drive to Mcdonald. It was 3am. We ask the all the crew in McD. Everyone said that they did not found any handbag while cleaning up the table. I told myself, even if they found it, they must have keep it. Who don’t want the $$$? Or either, other customers saw it and took it. Do you really think they will be so kind to call you and give you back the handbag? Suddenly, this thought strikes my mind. Inside the handbag there is handphone. If we call the number, the person who took it might be kind enough to pick up the phone and return us the handbag. We call the number and it rang. However, no one pick up the phone. Confirm case, the handbag is taken by someone and that someone is not going to return it. We are so disappointed. I kept praying. When we reach home, I use my handphone to call the number again. Guess what, we heard the handphone ringing from my mom’s room. We quickly search the room but still couldn’t find the phone. At last, we took off the whole comforter from the bed and found that the handbag is there. *doink*. Well, my mom is so relieve and so as I. I couldn’t stop thanking God. If is not for him, the handbag might have lost. My mom could really had left it in McD. God is great.
When I lost something, I realise there is no use going berserk. How I find what I have lost? First, of course I will go berserk for the first 5 minutes. It is my nature. Then, my mind will start to analyse. Every single detail before I lost the thing comes into my mind. When is the last time I am still holding that thing? At where? What I do with it? I went back to the suspected place. I start praying. If I am lucky enough, I will find it. Sometime, I knew that I really have lost it. I feel so bad. Collapsing. Whatever is it, quick to discover that you have lost something, because it is higher the chance of finding it again. I still remembered that I lost my Nokia 3310 that have been with me for six years. It must have slip out from my pocket while I am in the cab. I was night time. Having face with so many terrible experience of losing something, I check my pocket about every 5 minutes. Look back on the chair I sat on before I walked away. Three thing that I can’t lost, Purse, handphone and my key. If I lost them, then is really bye bye. So far, I haven’t lost my purse and key before. If you really want to be safe, bring along a sling bag or any bag and put your entire thing inside. Then you no need to scare it slip out of your pocket or people pick pocket you. However, remember not to leave your bag behind. Haha. XD
The other silly tale of mine is losing my spectacle. When I tell others this incident, everyone laugh at me for being so f***ing silly. It goes like this. It happened during form 1. The school bell rang. Everyone is in a hurry to go home. I was in a hurry too. Suddenly, I realise something. Where is my spectacle? I do not wear it all the time because sometime my eyes got tired and I just took it off. I was in a panic. Gosh, where, where, where, where? I search the whole class room. I am so scared. I search my table, in my bag, but still can’t find it. Where? Not even a single person bothers to help me. I was the last one left in class. The monitor wants to lock the door already. I asked her to stop. I told her to give me the key because I needed to search for something I have lost. She asked me what I have lost. I told her I lost my spec. She looked so surprise. She had the looks that said I am fooling her. Then, she said, “Are you trying to play a fool with me? You are wearing your spec all this while. What spec you have lost?”
I touched my temple. OMG, my spec is really there. I was so embarrassed at that moment. She laughed at me. I want to laugh to, but I am feel like *doink*. Like that also can, I am wearing the spec all the time and still looking high and low for it. I guess is because the spec is quite light that is why I can’t feel that I am wearing it.
Another funny incident happened to my mom. She woke us up in the middle of the night. She looks so panic. She told me that she can’t find her handbag. I quickly got up and help her look for it. Both of us look everywhere in the house but still can’t find the handbag. She suspected that she must have left it in Mcdonald because we had supper earlier. I was so scared. I quickly pray that the bag is not lost. However, we still can’t it. No doubt, she must have left it in Mcdonald. We quickly ask dad to wake up, of course he is very angry when we told him about it. He started lecturing about how mom should not have brought along the handbag. So we quickly drive to Mcdonald. It was 3am. We ask the all the crew in McD. Everyone said that they did not found any handbag while cleaning up the table. I told myself, even if they found it, they must have keep it. Who don’t want the $$$? Or either, other customers saw it and took it. Do you really think they will be so kind to call you and give you back the handbag? Suddenly, this thought strikes my mind. Inside the handbag there is handphone. If we call the number, the person who took it might be kind enough to pick up the phone and return us the handbag. We call the number and it rang. However, no one pick up the phone. Confirm case, the handbag is taken by someone and that someone is not going to return it. We are so disappointed. I kept praying. When we reach home, I use my handphone to call the number again. Guess what, we heard the handphone ringing from my mom’s room. We quickly search the room but still couldn’t find the phone. At last, we took off the whole comforter from the bed and found that the handbag is there. *doink*. Well, my mom is so relieve and so as I. I couldn’t stop thanking God. If is not for him, the handbag might have lost. My mom could really had left it in McD. God is great.
When I lost something, I realise there is no use going berserk. How I find what I have lost? First, of course I will go berserk for the first 5 minutes. It is my nature. Then, my mind will start to analyse. Every single detail before I lost the thing comes into my mind. When is the last time I am still holding that thing? At where? What I do with it? I went back to the suspected place. I start praying. If I am lucky enough, I will find it. Sometime, I knew that I really have lost it. I feel so bad. Collapsing. Whatever is it, quick to discover that you have lost something, because it is higher the chance of finding it again. I still remembered that I lost my Nokia 3310 that have been with me for six years. It must have slip out from my pocket while I am in the cab. I was night time. Having face with so many terrible experience of losing something, I check my pocket about every 5 minutes. Look back on the chair I sat on before I walked away. Three thing that I can’t lost, Purse, handphone and my key. If I lost them, then is really bye bye. So far, I haven’t lost my purse and key before. If you really want to be safe, bring along a sling bag or any bag and put your entire thing inside. Then you no need to scare it slip out of your pocket or people pick pocket you. However, remember not to leave your bag behind. Haha. XD
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Dream
I am not sleeping well these days. I have been having weird dream. Among those weird dream I have these days, there is one particular dream which I can’t forget. Actually I have forgotten about it when I woke up. However, later in the afternoon, the dream suddenly strikes my memory and only then I remembered that I have such a dream last night. It was a sexual dream. It was the first time in life I have a sexual dream. I was like, OMG, what is wrong with me? The dream goes like this. I was in my room. I was standing beside my bed. Suddenly, I notice I am not alone in my room. Someone is in my room. It is a guy. However, I did not seem surprise. It was like I already knew he is the room with me. However, who is this guy? I can’t see his face. I am not sure if I have seen his face but can’t remember how he looks like when I wake up. I only can see his body. He is naked. Well, I did not see his private part but I knew at that point I am looking at his chest. Let me tell you, his chest is beefy and it sure looks nice. Haha. He is walking towards me. No no, it is not that way. I remembered that he is not naked at first. But he took off his clothes after that. Well, he walked towards me and grabs my hand. Next, he pushes me down to my bed and start to kiss me. He kisses me on the lips. I reply to the kiss and kiss him back. It was a passionate kiss. I can actually feel the taste of the kiss. I tell myself, kissing is not so nice after all. The kiss is tasteless. I don’t know how to explain it. But I know the kiss does not make you feel high or good. It is just like nothing. One thing I knew is that I don’t even love this guy. Who is he? What is he doing? Next, he moves on to other parts of my body. The next thing that happened is we heard footstep from the stairs. OMG, both of us jump up. We start dressing up again so clumsily. Next thing that happened is I woke up from my dream and realise that I am in bed alone and it is already morning. I look at the alarm clock and doze off again. I did not wet myself. Maybe is because we did not even did it. The funny thing is I still remembered telling myself right before I woke up from the dream that I am still a v-i-r-g-i-n because he and I did not even do anything further. It was just a kiss. OMG, what is wrong with me?? What kind of dream is that? Like that also can. Why is it a guy? OMG, OMG, something is wrong with Kenny. Luckily, I start to regain my normal sleep. Normal sleep means sleep through the night like log. XD
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Boys Love 2
I did not know that Boys Love got second version. It is not a sequel of the first one. It is completely another story but the actor is the same. However, this version looks so evil and violent. Yoshikazu Kitano, gosh, what happened to him? He looks so evil in this show. When he starred in first version, he looks so kind and nice and cute. Also, why all the character in the movie looks so spooky?
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
The master of the dark side is in my underwear!
I nearly faint when I saw this, OMG, is so hilarious... XD
Your Penis Name Is... |
 |
Worries...
| Your Worry Factor is 71% |
 Even when things are going well, you find yourself fixating on the negatives. Try to remember the times you've been able to let your worries go. If you can do that again, you'll be much happier! |
Do You Worry Too Much?
If i can do that..... XD
What a test....
| You Are Gay |
 There's definitely nothing straight about you! |
OMG,what a dumb test, the stupid test..... or am i denying it?
Saturday, March 1, 2008
I am cold, I am crapping.......
Tadaa... Another stupid and worthless entry, I wonder why I even post it.
Grrr..., it is so cold! I am feeling so cold. I don’t know what is wrong with me these days. I just feel cold day and night. Is it because of the weather? My legs feel icy. I am shaking. I know some how it is not because of the weather, it is fear. It is fear that makes me feel cold. Whenever I am scare I will feel cold. I still remember when I was primary 1, I will have this sudden feel of coldness around me whenever my bus is about to reach my house. My heart beat faster. I felt scared. Why am I scared to go home? May be I have done naughty things in school, that is why. Right now, these days I feel cold, I feel numb. I hate feeling cold. I don’t mind feeling hot, but I just can’t stand cold, I will tremble, I will start to have stomachache. What am I feeling actually? Why do I have to be scare? What am I scare of? I really feel scare, scare of the future. Scare of growing up, scare of becoming an adult. I just wish that I will remain a kid forever. What am I crapping here? I really do not know what will become of me. Sometimes when I watched movies, I always reflect it on myself. What if I turned up to become the useless fella in the movie? Will I become like the successful person in the movie? Have I done enough? No, I have not, why am I still like that? Lazy, dumb, slow and immature. I hate watching movies. I hate watching dramas. I hate ghost stories and horror movies. I hate this, I hate that. Come on, I want to be normal, to live life normally. I want to be break free from this phase, this phase which I am unable to break free from for so long. And now I also feel like I am confuse between the virtual and reality. I really want to live my life feeling bright and happy at all times. I don’t want to feel so conscious about myself always, please. And also what happened when you never know how to love yourself? I want to stop feeling cold right now, I hate feeling cold, although I love to drink cold drinks and hate water heater. What is wrong, what I am feeling is not even real, stupid. STUPID. >.<
Grrr..., it is so cold! I am feeling so cold. I don’t know what is wrong with me these days. I just feel cold day and night. Is it because of the weather? My legs feel icy. I am shaking. I know some how it is not because of the weather, it is fear. It is fear that makes me feel cold. Whenever I am scare I will feel cold. I still remember when I was primary 1, I will have this sudden feel of coldness around me whenever my bus is about to reach my house. My heart beat faster. I felt scared. Why am I scared to go home? May be I have done naughty things in school, that is why. Right now, these days I feel cold, I feel numb. I hate feeling cold. I don’t mind feeling hot, but I just can’t stand cold, I will tremble, I will start to have stomachache. What am I feeling actually? Why do I have to be scare? What am I scare of? I really feel scare, scare of the future. Scare of growing up, scare of becoming an adult. I just wish that I will remain a kid forever. What am I crapping here? I really do not know what will become of me. Sometimes when I watched movies, I always reflect it on myself. What if I turned up to become the useless fella in the movie? Will I become like the successful person in the movie? Have I done enough? No, I have not, why am I still like that? Lazy, dumb, slow and immature. I hate watching movies. I hate watching dramas. I hate ghost stories and horror movies. I hate this, I hate that. Come on, I want to be normal, to live life normally. I want to be break free from this phase, this phase which I am unable to break free from for so long. And now I also feel like I am confuse between the virtual and reality. I really want to live my life feeling bright and happy at all times. I don’t want to feel so conscious about myself always, please. And also what happened when you never know how to love yourself? I want to stop feeling cold right now, I hate feeling cold, although I love to drink cold drinks and hate water heater. What is wrong, what I am feeling is not even real, stupid. STUPID. >.<
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