Why do I blog?

I realised I blogged to entertain myself.

Surprising is I never like reading what I have posted.

That is why I never click on those old posting myself either.

Because I felt so embarassed sometimes on what I have written.

I feel like laughing at myself.

Those past stupidity.

Those emotional feeling. Hmm, I do not think I can be so emotional these days. There is a moment when I find it difficult to post something, because I have nothing emotional to share anymore.

Some have claimed my blog to be entertaining in the past. Thank you. Yes, I need those funny stuff to keep me from feeling emotional. That is why I blogged about it.

When you have no place to rant, you can spill it all on your blog. I used to feel relieved after blogging all my unsatisfaction.

However, it do not work these days. That is because I no longer have to rely on blogging. I have people who I can turned to already. I feel so grateful. And they do not mind listening to my theories and crazy thoughts. I can be so philosphical sometimes. ><

The blog turned into your alter ego, it reminded me of Dorian Gray.

I blogged to improve my writing skills. I blogged to instill the reading habit in me. If I do not read, I will have nothing to share.

I blogged to have a portfolio on my artwork. I blogged to keep track on the interesting material I read from the internet. In another word, those material I stealed from the internet. OH NO! I AM GUILTY! LOL

I blogged so that I know at the end of the year, what have I done through out the year.
Through blogging, I made my first rainbow friend who is also my brother figure today. I do not have many rainbow friends, I think it does not even surpass five. Oh NO! I need more exposure to the rainbow world....

Rainbow or not rainbow, it is the friendship that matters. I never tried separating my rainbow and non rainbow friend. I see them as who they are, my friend.

I used to think rainbow people are the nicest and most sophisticated people and it has proven me wrong. I seriously have a culture shock when I met those guy from social website.
My brother figure once told me, if you want to meet genuine and honest rainbow folks, you can only find it in the rainbow bloggers. So far from observation, he has proved himself right. =)

Rainbow blogs are the only blog I read these days. I find them entertaining. Thanks to the growing number of rainbow blogs, I can have something to read each day. From the rant of their daily life, emotional thoughts, "naughty adventure", foods, movie review, songs, jokes, hunk review, toys review, love advice, wisdom thought and etc...it is definitely more than enough to keep me updated on many different things. =D

Random

I woke up today feeling like usual. However, I knew I have not really been happy these days. My mind has been thinking a lot. A recent event that happened further depressed me. However, I am not feeling emo. I am just worried. That's all.





As the afternoon is approaching, I just feel quite depress and today I have to eat lunch alone although the food is nice. I do not mind being alone, but as I mentioned, I am just thinking a lot. There are certain things I tried to ignore the thoughts, but I knew it will still come back until it is solved.





However, I managed to see this in one of the pet shop I entered. I was laughing when I first saw it. The puppy certainly knew how to enjoy himself. I knocked the glass hoping to wake him up and irritate him but he just continued sleeping and ignoring everybody passing by. He opened his leg wide apart and let the cool wind from the air conditioner blowing his private part. He slept with four legs up.





Wake up la...lazy puppy! Let me have a look at you. I want to see you make all the pity face hoping that someone will be interested in you. HAHAHAHA





However, your way of sleeping already enough to make me laugh. I was looking at you all the time and you still continued sleeping. *SWEAT*

Later, I saw something that made me laugh. I laughed because he look so funny. The poodle has got such funny hairsytle! I wonder why his owner want him to have such hairstyle. PITY HIM LAh!

I was feeling ok again, until I got home. My phone went crazy again. I have a hard time figuring out what to do with it. This leave me feeling so frustruated. However, shortly after that, I realised someone sent me something he promised. I actually forgotten about it already and I never thought that he will send it to me.

Before opening the file, I was laughing. However, I did not laughed at all when I am hearing it. That is because I find it quite unique. It sounded so rock and roll to me. I finally realised which song it was and I laughed. LOL...I laughed because it don't sound like him at all! I continued to let it play on my earphone. Is really not bad, or else I would have switched it off. HAHAHA

At least, I don't feel emo anymore. Can go to sleep already!

Thanks for sending it to me =D ...and I do not think I broke the promise...because I was not laughing when it was playing for the first time. *sincere*

Thank you!

Is the school haunted?

If you have read today newspaper, you would have read that a Form 3, malay girl tried to jump off the building at SMK Abu Bakar, Temerloh, Pahang.



The girl was reported to start screaming at 8.30am for no apparent reason and dashed out the corridor to the edge of the two-story building and pulled out several window panes and hurling them to the ground. She even took off her 'tudung' and threw it to the ground. What is even scarier was she cut herself and licked the oozing blood from her fingers while laughing hysterically.



The point of this post is to share what I have heard from my friend before. I remembered my friend told me about this school many years ago but I do not know if it is SMK Abu Bakar. It was also early in the morning and a malay girl started screaming hysterically. I do not remember what happened after that, but I remembered my friend told me the school was closed for many days after that. I suspected it was SMK Abu Bakar also because the newspaper has reported that there are several hysterical incident happened at the school before.



I read from a blog that the haunted incident at the school was due to dirtiness. You can refer "unclean" as in being occupied by poltergeist and demon, but the blog mentioned that the uncleaniness was due to the sanitary pad being flushed down the toilet and the school compound has got poor hygiene. The unhygienic environment attracted demon and poltergeist because those "thing" feed on bone, food waste and dirty things.



I never encounter any haunted experience in my school before.*thanks God*



However, I have heard an encounter during my camp at a university. I was sleeping soundly alone after the night activity because I was too tired. My roommate went out and saw the incident. He told me about it when I woke up. A malay girl was possessed. Her roommate ran out when they saw her facial expression changed and her skin and eye color changed. She had the demonic look and it was frightening. Luckily there was a religious teacher at the university and after some prayer and ritual, the girl recovered.



My question is, why it always happen in malay school and why it always happen to malay girl? Why is the demon so racist?



We are 1 Malaysia u know, cannot be so racist! ><

STOP THROWING SANITARY PAD DOWN HERE!!!

Could not detect a feed for this URL?

The below post is dedicated to Calvin.

Could not detect a feed for this URL? Add this URL anyway?

Does this sounds familiar to you? I'm sure you have been trying to add your new favourite blog to your blogroll,but you are unable to get update on their latest gossip or the latest hunk being featured.

Well, I am trying to add Strictly Gay to my blogroll for a long time. However, I am never able to get update on his latest post.

Feeling frustrated, I have googled for solutions and this is what I found.

You can change the url you are trying to add to this:

http://blogname.com/atom.xml
or
http://blogname.com/feeds/posts/default
you just have to add atom.xml and if won’t work add feeds/posts/default instead.
For example: just type http://strictlygay.blogspot.com/atom.xml and add to your blogroll.

It is that simple!
I am sure bloggers like Alexander the Gay and Bedtimes Story are experiencing this problem with their blog also. I am unable to detect updates from them.

If you know about this tips already, ignore it. However, if you do not know, I think it will be useful.

Credit are given to Techpehpot for the tips.

I feel confused

I realised the song keep playing in my head but I am unable to understand what the song is actually singing.

Is this because I never put in effort to find out the actual meaning of the song?

What if I found out the meaning, but realised that the song was not meant for me?

Will I be able to forget the song so easily?

I experienced rejection before, but it does not mean I have given up. My heart is still open to opportunites around me. However, I am just feeling cautious. I need guidance.

Thinking too much will not help, I will just do what I can and leave the rest to destiny.

Love can never be forced, it has to come naturally.

I am not in love. I am just thinking about you. I must be having a crush. =(

Memories Hold Better During Sleep

This post was inspired by an article taken from Star newspaper.

I do not know about how others remember what they have learned during the day but I certainly have my own way.

A findings reported that if you want to remember a newly learned theory or mathematics equation, taking a short nap after learning is a solution.

I found this to be quite true.

If I learned something during the day and I read it before going to sleep, I will recall those thing in my mind or even the words spoken by my lecturer echoing in my mind till I fell asleep. In addition to that, I will recall those event that has happened during the day.

When I wake up from sleep, I am able to recall those facts I have memorised or learned. If I do not remember them, I will refer to it again and after a few quick glance at the notes, I will be able remember them.

I tend to do this if I am studying last minute for an exam. However, it only works better if you have revised or at least glance through those facts before. This is because the nervous feeling during last minute will block your mind from thinking and recalling the facts.

Research has shown that fresh memories are stored temporarily in a region of the brain call the hippocampus.

Reactivation of those memories soon after learning plays a crucial role in their transfer to more permanent storage in the brain's "hard drive", the neocortex.

When you sleep, your mind is actually processing a lot information. This includes sending out signal to the cells for rejunevating and recovering any wounds or injuries.

Furthermore, if you have problems that you are unable to figure out during the day or you have difficulties recalling something, going to sleep will help you figure out the problems. I am speaking this from my personal experience.

Certain people claim to be more active during the night, but in actual fact, sleeping early is vital for one's health. Although you may feel active during the night but your body is not recovering process as it should and is damaging to your health. Your skin will feel dry and you will feel lethargic. Although you will have enough of sleep after you sleep late, for example you sleep at 5 am and you wake up at 4 pm, you will feel not active and dizzy when you wake up. Furthermore, some people will experience headache and loss of mood.

Conclusion, sleep early and wake up early. The early bird catches the worm. If you wake up early, you can do many things. You claim that you feel blurr in the morning? This is because you did not sleep early the night before. If you sleep early, your mind will be most active during the morning.
So learn to sleep early if possible. =)

About You

When I first saw your name but do not know how you looks like,



I feel like knowing a song's title but do not know the tune.


When I first heard about you but do not know it is you,



I feel like hearing a tune but do not know is the title of that song I knew.




When I know about you and your name, but do not know you in person,




I feel like I knew the tune and the title of the song but do not know the lyric.




When I know you in person but do not know what you are thinking,




I feel like I keep hearing the song but do not know what actually it is singing.




When I keep thinking about you but do not get the chance to really know you,




It is like humming the song everyday but do not know who is the singer and song writer.





When will I really know about you?

Are you the song I am looking for?


Till then, I will just hum the song everyday until I found out about the song...